Things feel better today. They're not totally back to where they've been the past few months, but I'm doing better than I have been the past few days. I had trouble sleeping last night, which in this case is probably a good sign. I'm eating, although I still have zero appetite. I don't know if/when that'll come back. The last time it disappeared, it stayed gone for three years.
I think at least some of the sudden drop comes from the fact that the past few months have been the first time I've felt "good" in a couple of years. I know the handful of reasons for both ends of that, and I'm sure they can be pretty easily extrapolated. Sometimes, I just can't seem to let myself be happy. Whatever, it has passed now.
Yoga feels good. I need to start walking again, though. The weather's finally improving, so hopefully I can get to that tomorrow.
I work tomorrow and Thursday; I'll probably try to sneak in early and leave a little late to drag out a few extra dollars this week. More money for the trip means more things I can do. Money = Gummy bears, pancakes, and iphones.
More words today.
Today's lyrics: "If I don't let myself by happy now then when?"
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